What A Pity Story

There is a story of me
It is a pity
I am an awesome poor girl in this era

How can I walked alone just to pick seven hundred thousand rupiahs money for a devil one?

I can't hold this pain
Everytime I remember, that's invite the tears fall
I am asking my own self
If I am crying, it will make my money come back?
STUPID !!!
I am an IDIOT !!!

Could you think how if you get this situation?
This difficult position?
When your father transfer your childboard room fee, then someone take it with so simple
Could you understand the meaning of this tears?
Could you understand how my father work hard to get that money?
Hey BRENGSEK !!
Back my money !
Give it come back to me !

They ask me to keep calm
To hold a positive perspective
They said to me, "You have to believe that your money will come back"
I just said, "Amen"

They don't know, everytime I am smile
I want to cry in the same time

Where I have to go to find my money?
So I can get it come back to me

I am sorry if I am a careless before
This problem make me to humble my own self
I want to say:
Hey Nel, don't you know?
You are a pity, poor, stupid, crazy, idiot, cruel, and an awesome careless !!!

Where you throw awayyour brain?
Look at your family, they worry about you
You don't think it before huh?
So what I have to do?
So what I have to look for?